failed.

yes, so i did it yesterday,
i hit the snooze button.  tisk tisk.  i am thankful that life isn't always about self - imposed punishment, nor is it about afflicting ourselves until we finally overcome, but i do feel that i've let myself down.  the only way to pick up is to start over.  and that's what i'm going to do, be in bed before 1, and not at 3 reflecting on the poorness of myself, but rather to choose to live in the truth that overcomes today, and run to the forgiveness that looks beyond the habit and into the heart.  from the inside out, this is how i want to change, today i did still have the desire to pursue, just not the discipline to ignore the elation of a few extra moments of sleep. . .
good conversations today, ready now... ready to again change excited to challenge and be challenged and just ready.