alas.

alas, here i am, another day is nearly complete... sometimes i ask myself if i did make the best decisions this day.  today, i would for the most part say yes.  on the outside.  i interacted well, heard new stories and celebrated  yet, on the inside i still feel burdened, and just heavy...i know that a new season in my  life is upon me, and i also konw i don't want to let go of the old... just talking about babies and births today, it was a sly comment i made about being nearly 1 month late, a friend said, you sure were comfortable there, now weren't you!?  my response was simply that i can't imagine it any other way... why give up the nice and comfortable for the pile of traffic at least a half mile long...